Friday, June 4, 2010

12:23 stream

Posted in by carrie(: | Edit
I'm doing this way more often than I should because really, according to Kaeleigh and I dont really remember where she got it from, teenagers are the age group that needs the most sleep.

well apparently our darling teachers beg to differ and decide to have three projects due on the same friday.
you adults are too wonderful, really.

but then againthis is just my teenage complaining self and obviously i dont know what I'm talking about because i am young and unexperienced and blah blah blah
yeah, i feel like a more subtle, non homophobic, less ugly version of catcher in the rye.

which i would like to say was one of the most ridiculous peices of writing that we've read in english thus far. the guy has way too much time on his hands and though i like the idea of catcer in the rye and what it represents, i just want to choke that style of writing and choke every character in the dang book.

i tried to love it, i really did.
but love cant be forced
(or so they say)

that book is way too modern, it has not proven itself to be a great work of literature. i mean as much as i want to say that generations of people can connect to it, i can also connect with thousands of other people on facebook groups. :/

complaining, moving on.

and well theres this fad going on on facebook where theres all this posting love on other people's statuses. I mean in the beginning it was great and fun and lovelovelove to the idea but then people started using it to dig for complements and filling up walls.

cmon, must you?

not to say that others are not being wonderful people while doing it, but I just feel that there is always going to be little pricks that annoy me in every wonderful situation.

but then if I can acknowledge this, i suppose i can work on my own personality.
I mean i could, but doing so takes so much time.
all that self improvement,
it really depends on motivation and really, i dont see any motivation whatsoever.

being so absorbed in what's around me, i lost all sense of self.

okay, i exaggerated.

I still know what's my favorite color.
but how much time do we really have to explore ourselves?
it wasnt exactly a class taught in school.
how do you do it.

12:34am.
goodnight.