I dont know what made me think of it,

but I remembered how daddy tried to avoid teaching me a lot of things.

Like one time, in a show, this girl was getting gang raped and I asked him why the men were taking off her clothes.

He told me that they were going to freeze her to death.

Another time,

I asked him why some people had hair under their arms and around their bodies.

He told me that the hair on top of their heads fell down and it just planted on those parts.

Yes, I believed him.

Smooooth, daddy.

I figured that if I'm going to procrastinate, I'm going to be happy doing it.

random, nonsensical, rambling list of all the small things that make life worth it.

ready set smile.

coloring.

friendship bracelets.

actually knowing the song everyone else knows.

finding coins from other countries.

daffodils.

yard sales.

children who play dress up.

waking up remembering your dream.

rockpaperscissors.

meeting new kids.

meeting with the old kids.

exact change.

waking up with alright hair.

jamba juice peach pleasure.

biking days.

new magazines in the mail.

ikea.

unexpected plans.

good stories.

blogs.

building forts.

sharing huge umbrellas.

good burritos.

newly painted nails.

new pack of markers.

new book smell.

tag.

having someone remember who you are.

maybe I'll continue this later.

Be jealous.

Karen gave me BLUE DAISIES(:

Tonight crew did so well.

veryhappy.(:

And,

princess project was all good for me.

content with life.

I was so mad today.

I only remember TWO OTHER TIMES I was this mad at my peers.

I really dont know what to say to them anymore.

Because I doubt I'm relying on them for anything.

It is today that I find that cliche saying true:

Trust takes years to build, but a second to shatter.

At least the difference would be that I didnt give them years.